In conclusion, I wrote my ex-boyfriend Edo a letter recently that I didn't intend to send him at first. It actually made me cry while I wrote it. In the end I decided to give it to him via e-mail because it seemed to conclude my reasoning in leaving him on such short notice and so drastically. To be honest, I've chosen not to address those feelings because I really needed to get the hell out of there. Edo wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't right for me at that time. Although I miss him to some degree, we're better off without each other at this point. He sent me a text thanking me for me e-mail, and I asked him if he wanted to talk about it, but he said he thought we were "good were we [stood]," which makes sense. Apparently he has a new girlfriend and things are moving along for him.
I've talked to Gera about my feelings of needing to take care of myself, but we're taking it slow. I still enjoy hanging out, but he's a very understanding person and realizes that I may need time to myself inevitably. This only makes me want to keep him around more. Anyway, I finally put up the painting on my wall regardless of the fact my landlord doesn't want us to tack things on the wall but...if I plan on sticking around then fuck it. I can fill that little hole with some plaster and she hopefully won't notice.
I made about forty ounces of smoothie today which combined spinach, apple sauce, oranges, almond milk, and kiwis. Delicious. I needed to eat all that food anyway so I can visit the grocery store and buy more healthy food. While I haven't been making an effort to go to the gym lately, I've still maintained a lower weight because of my improved eating habits. Hooray!
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